I got back to my house tonight and found an interesting voicemail on my phone. It was from TM, of course, and he said that he hasn't called because he's been busy, and he's not sure he has time for a relationship right now. He ended by saying that I should call him so we can make plans to hang out. Basically, what I'm getting out of it is that he wants to be friends with benefits, but without a relationship. I'm going for friends without benefits. It's actually kind of a relief to know that I'm not the only one who doesn't want to really get involved. I was a little worried that I'd have to break his heart when I told him that I didn't want to hook up or date anymore. Anyways, I still have to return his phone call, and I'm not really sure what I'm going to say.
Anyways, I really am going to take a break from dating for a while. I honestly don't have the time to focus on a significant other unless I'm really interested in the person, or unless they're Josh Groban*. I want to focus on my poetry, singing, and school for a while. And it wouldn't hurt for me to start reading all the books on my personal reading list. The Magus by John Fowles is at the top, followed closely by the Lord of the Rings trilogy, which I've, sadly, never read.
*People I'd Date Right Now, Despite My Break From Dating:
1. Josh Groban
2. Summer Glau
3. The waiter at the Mediterranean restaurant downtown
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