Crankosaurus

So, I've been a crankosaurus in a MAJOR way for the past few days. I think most of it has to do with homework stress this week and the pill messing with my hormones, but E has this theory that I'm afraid of relationships, so I'm subconsciously trying to find problems with S. Honestly, I'm not so sure it's my subconscious. I know that I can be very insecure about whether or not people like me or want to spend time with me, and I also know that I'm afraid I want him more than he wants me. Basically, I am scared, like everyone else on the face of this planet, that I am going to be rejected and hurt. So, instead of focusing on the little things I've been cranky about lately, I'm going to compile a list of reasons why I like S.

10 REASONS WHY S IS AWESOME, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER

1. He gives great neck/hand/feet massages, and he gives them frequently.
2. He's not afraid to be quirky or silly.
3. When he asks for someone's opinion, he really wants to know.
4. He's interested in both science AND art. Very well-rounded.
5. He dances.
6. His family is really important to him, and his face lights up when he talks about them.
7. And, because my superficial side is showing, he's very good-looking. Devilishly handsome, even. Those are his words, not mine, although I agree with them :)
8. He always has these random facts about EVERYTHING. Sometimes I wonder if he makes them up...
9. He genuinely cares about his friends. He's the type of guy who will be there for his friends if they need him.
10. He cuddles.

And these are only the ones I thought of off the top of my head. Actually, I feel much less cranky now.

Anyways, I know I promised an update on meeting S's mother, but I really don't have much more time. She was very nice, it was a very casual lunch, and apparently, she told S that she thought I was "sweet and talkative", which is good because she doesn't like the quiet ones. So, it went well. Now my mom is a little annoyed because she hasn't met S even though she's known about him longer than his mom has known about me.